Unfathomable pt.2

Ok, so now i will go deeper into my story about complications with God.


i HATE my church. i wanted to leave so bady but i can't. Like i said, God wants me to do something but i don't want to. I go to a church where i just waste my time because i cant understand the sermons. My pastor speaks broken english and its really hard to understand. But one day, i focused harder and i understood. And his sermons sucked! You just have to be there. The guy is new and all, to the country and to the idea of preaching, but how unfortunate it was that he chose OUR church. So now i want to leave. but i cant.

im done

Friend: You know.... before you started this church, we had a prayer night and i just prayed that you would start coming.
Me: what? we weren't even that close friends? why me? and why pray for me to come to church? after all, you were new to this church too.
Friend: And you know what? You showed up 2 weeks later and became a part of this Youth Group


What intrigued me the most was the fact that his prayers were answered, just to simply to get me to church. So about a week later i decide to switch churches, but a series of events took place that prevented me from going. It was a Friday and i was supposed to go home with a friend so that we can go to her church together. I called her twice after school so that i can get on her bus, but she didnt pick up. Then my phone randomly shuts off. Pissed, i just got on my bus and sat down. Once the buses started moving, my phone turned back on again. Turns out my friend had tried to call me right after my phone shut off. I was prevented from attending another church. The fact that God put me in Jusarang along with preventing me from attending another church makes me believe that God has a plan, but this road is gonna be one hell of a ride.